Gone, but not forgotten

Shut up, come back
No I didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yeah you want me, so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you, if you only knew what I've been through
My head is spinnin but my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have itself a little earthquake
You drove me crazy and calmed me down
I hated that you had these effects on me
I loved that you effected me made me feel
You were not a once in a lifetime love affair
You were once in a lifetime kind of man.
And if I am given life after death I will look for you in each and every person I meet