Grief Stricken

There was a time when I was getting high to pass the time
​a time when life would pass me by care free 
now I've walked through a walk in part in a war
Grief stricken from lost love and trying to die
I want it back now all I have is ghosts in the walls
My walls are up now come break them down

I'm 40 I see the end I need a life long companion
I see you a spirit in the sky and astral winder women
Will someone save superman come take me home
I need a home, I'm 40 I see the end, I don't wanna end up old, bitter and alone