Grown Apart

We haven't talked in a while, don't know if it even fazes you. I'm not sure if you even need me anymore. I know you've found someone better than me. Just promise you won't hurt anyone like you hurt me. I loved you with my heart and soul and you treated me like I was garbage. I see now my mistakes. I see now the reality of the relationship we had. Truth is we never had one, you just toyed me along and I was too love struck to stop you from destroying me. There were good times I'm not gonna lie, and I'll never forget you. But, maybe it's better if we go our separate ways. I'm not saying goodbye, these may not be my last words to you. Maybe you're better off than here with me. I'll always hold you close but I need someone who treats me like I'm a human. Like for a moment my life has a purpose. I know I've strung together words that sound so pretty, most conveying my love for you; but lately I cannot find these words anymore. I still remember being kids and first meeting you. I remember being so happy to see you. You made my life so much better than it was. I remember these memories and they don't match up to who you are now. I've tried loving you, I've tried caring and you've only pushed me away. I want to go before you hurt me anymore. I've said goodbye tons of times but I just lost my compassion. I thought for a moment you'd be by my side for the rest of my life but I was wrong. I chased after you and you just backstabbed me over and over. I don't know if it made you happy knowing I was so hurt. I used to cry myself to sleep. I stopped listening to love songs. I'll always be here for you, but we've just... grown apart.