Had a life

Had a life not always grand, hard to avoid being slapped on the hand. 

Had a life not always true, but truly grateful I had all of you. 

Had a life that was unplanned, unpleasant, un maned, unorganized, unofficial, one  might even say fickle. 

Had a life occasionally gay, occasionally nothing stood in the way. 
Had a life not worth much, to people who didn't know me, the ones I never touched. 

Had a life that was telling, sometimes in the Dark to what it would say. 

Had a life I argued with, about, against, grabbed the power of woes. 
Had a life of indisposed, wrack and ruin,  a curling hurling tunnel, an underlining uncertainty of who or what I was supposed to be. 

Life look what you have done for and too me. 

Life will be how life is. 

Life is to be given credit itself for existing as as ever changing test, results are not required. 

Life putts up its best fight when closest to death. 

Life will want to live. 
Had a life should have done better, could have done worse. 
Life's a blessing and a curse.
 
Had a life of curiosity, but we all know what happened to the cat. 
Told life in bitterness that I didn't want to live it, because of the bittersweet.
The just cause I guess it's easy to consider throwing away something when you don't know what you got. 

Told life I was grateful when I wasn't a miscarriage carrying on, hanging in there. 
Death could have claimed me at many a point, many times. 

I am grateful to life for keeping my shell empty but growing. 
I am greatly amazed at how much I enjoyed living you life. 

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