Hands

I put my thumbs up to show that I will be good
I will be good no matter where you stood 
Even if you stood between me, my expectations and my reality
Don't ever think you can rattle me 
Don't ever think you can put me down 
I put my index finger up to you now 
I'm here to stress a point 
I'm just waiting for a turn 
Because when I speak I got alot of words in return 
So I say, "Fuck you!"
Middle fingers high to the sky 
I repeat, "FUCK YOU"
Fuck your judgements 
For 18 years of my life I had to follow these invisible guidelines
This society felt I needed to abide by
Fuck the fact that you thought he was governed by ends 
You thought their black skin would pardon their future 
You thought being a female would end her dream even sooner 
So I say fuck what you thought
Because all of that was just abit of talk
People have words with no meaning 
They have actions with no feeling
So I say Fuck you 
But to my future husband I say I love you
My ring finger is waiting for the day when I say I do 
I make a promise to be happy with you
Through richer and through poor till death due us part 
My heart will always lie with you
And to life I hold my pinky finger way too high
I promise to live my best life
I promise even when things go wrong 
I need to just smile 
Because there is no clouds without abit of sun
Therefore before the day is done 
I put my hands together and thank God for every battle i'v won