Happily ever after

Nailed it! Today 
Part one of my resolution 
To search inside myself
In order to find the solution 
And I did, so very very nearly
Break,  at the sight 
I took a deep breath 
And I used all of my might
To induce my self restraint 
To smile and carry on
I nailed it today
I am not weak, I am strong 
Temptation is forever there 
In every corner, on every window
But I did not break 
And I did not show 
My true pain
That I've been filled with anxiety 
I have covered it 
I'll not let anyone see
I opened myself up
Which is a recipe for disaster
So I am now a closed book
Who'll live happily ever after. 

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