Hard To Say

~~It's hard to say
That a thought would cross
Across the stars to take me far
I never asked for this
It's goes something like this
I was made by love on one night
And even though the love wasn't something of the light
I thought everything would be alright
Scar on my head showing I survived from being dead
Cause it sure could've happened
Cause the devil didn't want me here
And even in tears
I can recite the words of the bible like prophecy
Suppressed in my memory
Something like an academy
A teacher been teaching since his younger years
And can still recall every child's name like their his
And nothing makes sense to me
Since
The way my brain cells connect
Caused me to give so much respect
To even those who don't like me
It's kind of frightening
That I'm the one you run to
When there's nothing you know not what to do.
I smile at you
Thinking damn you were the same one that put my through
But I guess after all is said and done
I'm the only one
That seems to not make fun
Of you
Or anything you do
I guess that why God saw fit to put me through
So I knew what to say
What would make your day
And it all goes back
I can never really react
On the thoughts that should be forgotten
But maybe that why I'm here
Just to dry your tears
Hell even me writing this
Could be saving someone in their younger years
Point is
I may have come from a vicious fight
I maybe was the source of light
And maybe my presence was something needed
Even if I was the spawn of words Unheeded