Hate Me

You ask of me to write you something beautiful.
To spin these letters into words and loop them in such a way that your heart skips a beat or your eyes begin to water, 
well that's not me; that old girl forget her 
You know nothing of me 
Of what hides behind this Pandora's box of a brain I have 
But ironically you hold the key.
You know nothing of the voices 
Of my undeniable choices 
Maybe I'm trying to help you 
Give you a voice in this ocean to listen to 
Maybe I can be a somebody one day 
So you can follow ever word I say
No, I'm not going down this road 
I'm not taking this dark route 
Heart like a Bermuda Triangle
Soul already sold to the devil 
Love me or fight me 
You can never bite me 
I built walls 
But truth is I'm not too tall 
Balls in your court 
Lies come up short 
Truth reveals 
That your reality is in fact insanity 
Tell me I'm wrong 
But you don't belong 
Fact the fact 
This is the end of another act 
So I say to you what is due 
The lies exposed that were told to you 
Hate me now and disgrace my name 
And for you, I'll do the same