Haunting melody

~~A night remembered when i awoke in a fright to call upon you in a wee hour to share an image that showed up in a reverie of mine. A premonition of otherworldly proportions had come about showing me you were of ill health. One of the last true dialogues shared between one another showing the extent of a spiritual bond.
How is it that I feel your presence when you’re not even around? Like a restless spirit. An entity floating in my conscience at all times. Haunting my very existence showing up in my dreams with images that are created and designed only by my deepest fears and desires.
An apparition is all you are to me now my kindred one. No reflection of the eye or mind is escaped from my intuition. Your state of mind will simply never evade me as you are a glass house to my heightened perception.
When we speak nowadays even though it’s an exchange of few word the message is always loud and clear. As speech is not only how we converse. A simple glance speaks a thousand words. A gesture shows a million recollections.
Phantom longing for your physical and mental form. My psyche in complete despair. My reservoir empty awaiting the moment when it is filled. However the moment never comes as fate always dictates. Our rapport simply not in the cards. The memories will remain though as I indulged in your touch allowing it to leave an imprint.
I shall lay down tonight relax and fall into a slumber anxiously awaiting the imagery that will surely be present as I am unconscious. You’ll appear a figment of both my appeal and misery. I will then awake and once again be one step farther from you.