He Loved Me

He loved me like I loved you.
You loved me like I loved him.
I loved you like he loved me.
Now im in a state of misery nights fighting because I chose not to go to sleep.
In his mind it was if I tried to defeat thee.
Couldn't call family like he said they were never there for me.
He loved me like I loved you.
I was always taking time just to make you mine.
Morning fantasies, afternoon touching, and nightly confusing is what we did best.
Despite all your pain you still loved me effortlessly,
which doesn't explain why were going through this blame.
You loved me like I loved him.
Times got hard and you began to rethink "Til death do us apart", which created a rupture in my heart.
Why did you have to pretend to love me from the start?
I loved you like he loved me.