He used to say

 I watch from the darkness has my lies burned the ever humanity that use to be a part of me. 

My happiness grow like a rose, it blossomed and filled my world with love and hope but I was stupid forgot that with ever beautiful rose comes venomous thorns of poisonous that spread like viruses through my heart and mind.

My love fades cold shatters the beating heart that once live in this body that now  become a lifeless  soul.

I can feel the darkness whispering at me, laughing at what has become of me. I feel trapped in these walls that now build around me they are drive insane, I'm not crazy I wrote all over the walls in blood.