HEART ON MY SLEEVE !?X

I COMPLIMENT YOU & YOU INSULT ME !
THAT IS NOT, HOW IT,S MEANT TO BE?
& I,AM IN , NO WAY NAIVE!
I HAD NO IDEA , WHEN I SAW YOU LEAVE
I OPENED UP, MY HEART TO YOU 
I STILL DONT KNOW, WHATS FALSE OR TRUE?
I WAS WILLING TO SEE IT THROUGH!
DONT KNOW NOW, WHAT I,M SURPOSED TO DO?
I CANT PRETEND , THAT I DONT CARE!
STILL DONT KNOW , IF I,M HERE OR THERE
MY FEELING,S , MAKE ME FEEL REAL SCARED
JUST WANTED , TO KNOW YOU CARED
BECAUSE THE WAY YOU,VE BEEN
IS REALLY , NOT VERY FAIR !
IF I,D OF KNOWN, YOU DIDNT GIVE A FUCK!?
I COULD HAVE BEEN MORE PREPARED!
OR. IT,S JUST MY BLOODY LUCK!

Tracy Timothy xx