Heavy Heart

Maybe I'm a different breed
One that sees things to clearly
Maybe I'm an alien
Sent to earth to play pretend
The more I try to be the hero
The more I realize I'm the bad guy
The more I devote my love to someone 
The more I seem to make them cry
It drives me insane
With the truth in my brain
Every move inflicting and feeling the pain
Had a heavy heart 
From the very start
First semblance of a family ripped apart
The world continues to show me
That nobody knows me
And most people just want to take something from me
It's heartbreaking honestly
I wish I didn't feel so alone
I am surrounded by ones who love me at home
But I still feel like I'm trapped inside my dome
It's hard to find the words to say
Although it doesn't seem like that
I lack the belief to pray
Although I seem spiritual in fact
Wish I could figure myself out
Wish I could find out why what I think isn't what comes out my mouth
Another day I guess
Don't stop the press
Just another set of my inner most thoughts for you to digest
I'm hard pressed 
That I will fade away, like all the rest
I know you see the light best when standing in the dark
But I'm afraid at the moment my light is just a spark
Just bright enough to show me what lurks
And remind me the pain I feel really hurts

By LukeCoomer ©