Hello, My Name Is Ana

Eyes closing in.
just wanting to be thin. 
Exercise isn't enough,
so I purge after meals and it's pretty rough. 
I don't eat at all except when I'm forced,
then I run upstairs and purge, of course.
restricting calories and keeping myself in line,
when secretly I don't know I'm dying. 
I want a perfect body and I want perfect skin,
After everything, I just want to be thin.
I Self-Mutilate to get rid of the fear of weight gain,
Ana, please tell me why we play these games?
now I'm to the point where I just want help, 
but nobody listens after I yell.
I feel my life is going to end soon, tragically. 
Ana, what have you done to me?