help

so many things are running around my brain,

questions like should i stay or run away,

so many things are left unsaid,
there are so many nights i wish i was dead,

i know life isn’t easy,
i know i should hold on and strive completely,

my mind is beginning to feel empty,
it’s beginning to feel like something that’s not even capable of reasoning,

this life we live in is depleted,
it’s used up and needs to be treated,

my mental health is gone,
it’s been knocked,jumped,and stomped on,

i feel as if i’ll never get better,
i feel as if this world is just an open letter,

something that everyone can read,
something that not all people can see,
something that will end up being the death of all human beings.