voices

                          
 
            voices

i don’t recognize myself,
it’s virtually impossible to see something that’s just not there,
somethings that’s just never been there,

the voices in my head are tempting,
telling me to always listen,

listen to what they have to say,
listen to the voices or never see the light of day,

they’re just voices i say,
what much harm can they do anyway?

that was a stupid question to say,
seeing that one day they can put me away,

they get scarier and scarier,
it’s gonna be the death of me and i’m being to believe that it’s okay,

they don’t scare me anymore,
what scares me is them going away,
what scares me is being alone,
bc being not alone is more important than anyone could ever know,

they’ll always be with me,
through the thick and thin,
through the coldness of my skin,

i’ve excepted it today,
i’ve excepted that today is the day,
the day i invite them to stay