Him

Why did you come back?
After all this time
Why reach out?
Why tell me things I'd come to accept as the truth about us was not the case?
Why tell me you wanted me but cannot be with me?
Why tear open old wounds making them bleed more than before?
Why even open the door to us talking then slam it shut?
Why?
Because you're selfish
You cared for nothing but the satisfaction of seeing me still want you
You wanted to feel like you had power over me
And I was an idiot for believing your lies once again
Apparently four years has taught me nothing
I am taking my power back
I am taking the love I gave you back
I refuse to continue wasting my time with your petty games
I deserve more
You never deserved my love
If you did you would've cherished it
Not used it against me to meet your own self interest