Hope

I hope you're happy
I hope you're satisfied
I hope one day you feel the pain you have caused me
I hope you get a knife in the back
The way you stabbed one in mine
I hope you live a good life and when you're old and dying
Spend all your time regretting what you did
Because you will die alone
You have pushed away and hurt and betrayed the only person who was still there
I tried to be understanding 
but now I am done
The time for understanding has passed and you have worn out my patience
I loved you once
and one day I could've loved you again
And maybe I will 
But as soon as I do I'll die of disgust