How could you

How could you hurt me and play me when I only wanted your attention and your love? You treated me shady, hurt me daily each time you played me, but I’m done I’ve had enough.

I’ve dedicated 13 years of my life to you I gave you everything that I could,
I was never perfect, but I was dedicated, and I did everything a faithful wife should.

 your hurt never stopped coming my way, I never thought you’d do these things, I never thought id see the day, never thought you’d hurt me like this, but karma is real, so I know its ok.

You robbed me of my happiness, I am no longer free, you took away my right to vote, and shattered my identity.
My passion for you still burns and I still yearn for you. I’m trapped in your deadly fire,
Despite your infidelity, your love and affection I still desire.

Your body and your words are addictive your poison to my veins, you’ve held me back for too long you’ve broken me in so many ways.

You didn’t think about how your decisions would hurt and affect me, you didn’t even think twice now look at the damage you’ve caused from all these drunken nights.

So many different women some taken and some were not, it didn’t matter to you either way , you surrendered to them with little or not even a thought.

How can you look me in my eyes, how could you watch me cry? and promise me you only want and love me, how could you sit there and lie?

You made my heart feel something that wasn’t true from all the abuse physically and mentally, depression and sicknesses from all you idolatry, deceit and non-consistency.

I promised you for better or for worse till death do us part, and I’ve always held you down, but our vows have been broken with each word you’ve spoken I can’t keep riding this merry go around.

Somewhere somehow, you’ve changed, and I lost you gave up on us, our relationship is no more, our rings mean nothing because we are no longer one without trust.

The pain cuts deep but I no longer bleed, my tears just constantly flow, as hard as it may be to end our story, I know that its best if you go.

Our history remains, but true love I can not stay, you drowned in you sorrow and sunken deep in your demonic ways, I see no constant change, and I know its deadly if I stay, I now know leaving is the only way to see brighter days.

Even though I’m trotted down, I’m walking away with my head held high, I know I’ve taken all I can take no more chances or tears, God says I’m done this time I’m done its time to walk away and forever say goodbye.