hurting

Its hard to find the words that explains just how it feels
its hard to find a smile when your eyes are filled with tears
when you've loved someone so much and loved them for so long
the pain is everlasting when you realize they are gone,

You fill your mind with memories, thinking of how it all began
you search your soul for answers, wondering why it had to end
but someday soon you'll see them, wearing robes as white as snow
reaching out their arms to you upon the streets of gold