Hurts to much

You left me alone standing there
Without a word to say
You just get in his car 
And I watch him drive away

You hurt me so much
And I just stood there in the rain
i just grinned me teeth
And i just took the pain

for Christmas ,Ramadan
dewali and thanks giving
my life wanted to end 
but i had to keep on living

Now you're here telling me sorry
And how you miss my touch
But how can I ever forgive you
When it still hurts so much

Not only did she leave
But she rubbed it in my face
While I was at work
She would bring him in my place

i will never forget the way he smile
Looking at me with his evil eyes
Thinking what a fool I was
Not to see her cheating lies

Now she stands in front me
Like a broken trans missions clutch
But how can i ever forgive her
When it still hurts so much

What goes around, will comes around
My grand mother use to say
They left me a broken man
but now look who’s crying today

A man will use a woman
Just to cause her husband pain
But when she leave home for him
Then there is no excitement again

So he will leave her now
And move on to his next victim
Then she will call her husband
Saying she's sorry and she miss him

But who laughs last 
Laughs the best
And the faith of karma
Will take care of the rest
 
cheating is a choice
and not a mistake
it was her who choose to break
all the vows that we make

Now she stands in front my door
Say she wants to relight the torch
But how can I forgive her
When it hurts so much

just thought of him kissing her
making love to her
made my life a living hell
with agony and torture  

Many nights I cry alone 
Thinking of him getting your touch
So tell me how I can forgive
When it hurts so much