One Moment

Are you my sister ?
I lost her years ago 
In some dark error
Of ignorant
 selfishness I cannot correct the wrong
I can only apologize
For my blindness 
For my severe self absorption
All I can say is misery blinds All eyes
It covers all ears
Seeing only the inner madness
it rejects  maintaining healthy ties
Restoring the treasured lines
Get the facts
I see how it all went down
You all had your reasons
For the pain I regarded
The fact that the air I breathed was agony
 it filtered into all my days
I lost any glimmer of myself
And I have not returned.