I can be

i can be many things when I choose to be
i can be the put together girl who goes to school, works, cleans, cooks and does everything properly

i can be the girl who cannot keep it together and won't leave her room or stop binge watching Shameless until life decides it's okay

i can be the girl who masks her problems and puts on a fake smile so that no one can see the hurt consuming her from the inside out 

I can be the normal girl who just lives in the moment and loves life and all that it has given her

I can be the girl who wants to explore the world and see everything that it has in store for her

i can be the girl who wants to settle down in Hawaii and surf and live the life god intended her to 

I can be all these things yet for some odd reason I can't seem to be the girl who gets to be with you. And lay with you and talk to you all the time and take up your time. I can be a million things yet your the a million and one.