I Can't Cry

She took so much 
Almost my entire world 
Left me damaged & broken 
Now I'm picking up the pieces 
But I can't cry

The pains so strong 
Deep inside my chest 
Almost paralyzing me
I'm shattered to my core
But still I can't cry

I should've seen it coming 
She made it so clear 
I was so blind 
It hit me so hard 
Still I can't cry

I keep breathing 
Keep pushing forward 
Figuring it out as I go 
Knowing I'll lose control 
If I do cry
(Written July 2018)