Words Aren't Enough

I can't put into words
Exactly how I feel 
I wish i could find the words 
Nothing I can think of holds any appeal 

I know we're done 
That she's moving on 
I always thought she were the one 
I still pray she's not forever gone 

I just needed time 
To get over the shock
Of being told her heart wasn't mine
My heart hit the floor like a massive rock

I still think about them every day
My world hasn't been the same 
So much of my life was taken away 
I can barely stand to hear their names

Confusion runs through my heart 
My faith is what gets me through 
My thoughts are tearing me apart 
The Lord is getting me through 

I still hold out hope 
I know the Lords will be done 
Memories are almost too much to cope 
Oh Lord please let her be the one 

I want them both in my life 
I miss them more than any words can say
I had wanted her to be my wife 
And Lil Man in my life to stay 

I have faith my prayers will be answered 
That I will be there with them 
I want to be there & we not be hampered 
For now I know the Lord is looking after them 
(Written August 2018)