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I can't dig this

And I've dug trenches.

Dr Mr Bloomfield. 
Minister of health in New Zealand. 

I can't understand when they said its a choice. 

That now I have to write a letter to you, with doctors recommendations, concrete proof of the simple fact I don't agree with what the government wants to enforce upon me. 

I'm a specialist breed. 
I'm a one in a few. 
I don't think I should have to make excuses not to be emotionally raped by thee. 
Because you have no idea of how this effects me. 

What happened to a simple no will suffice. 

If I can't say no I consider that rape. 

If you're promising restrictions on people like me, then at least hear me out. 
I was drugged with needles when I was a kid so the man in the mask who covered my face could sodomize me. 

This was usual and left internal and external scars. 

Discovered when under   foster family care the one eyed Lesley, who cut and dying in a hair comp my hair, recked forever dye left on too long. 

Then said I smelt bad and feed me charcoal. 

Lit  a match every time I left the loo, no matter what I did or did not do. 

I was still screaming no as the masked hospital people put me under with a needle then had anesthesia awareness the whole time they examined my privates and feed a long camera up my open anus and down my throat, my eyes taped shut and my mouth held open and I could hear them talking. 

A nightmare for a minor forced by the system, the be raped me  forcefully yet again by masked women and men. 

I am o negative the least risk of all the blood groups. 

I am disappointed that the abuse I have suffered will be ignored by anyone. 

I should not have to tell you my life story to be excused or have an exemption. 
I should be able to say no and honor the person I chose to be, my body my temple, no touches me unless I consent. 

I cry that you want to take that away from me. 

I am a child of nature.

I have what was referred to as the blood of angels. 

Please Sir let me go. 
Please sir I work in the fields I tend and reap and sow, and plants do not catch covid. 

I have a quiet life and have always been in level 4. 

As I have always been poor. 

Nothing about this makes any sense to me. 

I may have learning difficulties but the two shots or no freedom doesn't bother me. 

As long as I am not denied the right to live by enforcement on the beneficiary the sick and the needy the les miserable of today. 

Why not the ten percent promised a control group in the experiment. 

For this is how I see it as it messes with the womb and the blood. 

I have allergies, every vaccine I have had, have given me the disease and almost killed me. 

I was a victim. 
I was victimized. 
I decided no one was going to hurt me again. 
Yet here you are, telling me.

that I have no choice. 

That I have no right to say no. 

That I am not special and are to be forced into doing as ones told. 

Who the hell are you, to tell any individual what to do. 

One shoe cannot fit all. 

We are not Cinderella. 

Even though in times I have felt like her. 

Except your the evil step mother. 

Don't surrender is my moto, say who I am. 

No genetic engineering for me.
I'm not even at breeding age. 

I'm not long from the grave.

Why does this so called okay to segregate people this way.

I strongly disagree.
Please excuse me. 
I want to say the way I am. 
A person a individual. 
A strong surviver. 
Please don't crush my moral ground. 

 

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Marion

This is such a heart-wrenching write Lilianna...I wouldn't know where to start to comment. I'll just say this...I'm so very sorry that life has been a bastard to you and as it goes...I agree about the vaccination. I've not had it either. Having had covid once officially, twice more I believe unofficially and having worked right through all the pandemics on the front line...and I mean the front line, I see no reason why an untested vaccine should offer me any immunity that I have not already built up. If covid bites me in the arse ...so be it. Many hugs x

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Liliana of the ...

Keep up the good fight. 
I am also willing to take my chances. 
What ever will be will be. 
Kay Sera Sera. 

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Yiyan Han

Dear Liliana, 100% stand with you, and well said. Please have some supporting friends around. Best wishes.

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Liliana of the ...

Thank you for noticing and agreeing I hope that your government is more lenient. 

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