I finally bid you farewell

Heartbreak I can breath
I have finally bid you farewell
You let me believe that I was led by love
On the contrary I was led by pain and fear

I was led by you tending to me with lies wrapped in sweetness
I was led by you tending to my mind with brokenness that I mistook as vulnerability
I always keen to save you
Forgot I was the one needing that saving from you

I thought you were something amazing
You fooled me, let me run to you filled with hopes and wishes
All the while leaving me behind when I had severed my purpose to you
You wiped your ass with me

All of me
Was what you toyed with 
All of me is what you had believing I was worth nothing
I was weak, I was meek and I was lost
You directed me so well of a cliff of my intelligence
Down to Large trees of disbelief
Scared with shame

I was ashamed I was fooled 
I was toyed with 
I thought I was grown
Heartbreak hath you no age

However in my hurt the pain and shame 
I found gladness in the depth of my fight
I owe you nothing but my back side
Watch me as I walk away