I gotta tell ya

I gotta tell you how I feel, and I gotta tell you today 

Because if I don't then I'm sure the words will slip away 

It was a warm day when I first saw your face 

I really didn't like you I thought you were a disgrace 

I was in love with a stupid boy 

But he broke my heart and threw me away like an old toy 

I thought me and him were meant to be 

I thought sleeping with you would bring him back to me 

I was flirting with you so he would know 

I was acting like a stupid hoe 

I met up with you and I had fun 

Before I knew my feelings for him were done

I didn't think I'd ever like you the way that I do 

I never really thought I'd fall in love with you 

But here I am crying on the bed of which I lay 

Thinking about everything that I should have said to make you
stay 

I think about the happy times that we went through
together 

You'd think by now I would know that nothing lasts forever 

Still the tears keep falling and I don't know what to do 

I really want to tell you how much I love you 

But I cannot say those words to you because you will not say
them to me 

I know you never meant them, that's one thing I could see 

I didn't know everything I felt for you until it was all
over 

But now it's just so hard to even stay sober I know I go and hit
on all of your friends but that's because I want you to get jealous, I don't
want it to be the end 

All I want is for you to hold me and tell me everything will be
alright 

You won't do it, but I still wait day after day night after
night 

I actually thought you meant it when you said you loved me too

I think it's time to forget about you

Even though you didn't mean those words I swear I meant the
lot 

And when I’m alone in my room sometimes I lose the plot

I don't know why I'm still preying when I know it is the
end 

I guess I just want hope, I wish you were my friend 

We were never just friends so I'll try not to cry 

I love you so much but it's time to say goodbye.