best friends for never

Remember when we were young and you promised me forever,

We never thought there would be and end, and with that we weren't so clever

At the beginning I never would have guessed that 7 years from then

You would no longer be in my life; you would no longer be my friend,

I knew the time would come, but not quite from the start

It took me at least 5 years to see you really have no heart

I tried so hard to keep you; I cried and lied for you but nothing made you care

And when I was breaking down and needed you, you were never there

You protected other people when I was not in fault

But you just let them destroy me insult after insult

All you had to do was call, and i'd be instantly by your side

But still you were not there for me, on the inside I’ve now died

I don't know what I did to you to deserve being treated that way

I wish I had of said something, there was so much I wanted to say

I refuse to admit I miss you and so I take drugs to make me sleep

Every night I try to convince myself you were not a friend to keep

I think my boyfriend is annoyed with me because I keep crying over you

Another person leaving me because of what you put me through

He says I should shut up and stop crying and get you out of my head

I think lighting myself of fire would be easier, at least then i'd be dead

I've known you since I was a little child, it's impossible to forget

But I don't want you in my life, befriending you is my main regret

The thought of you makes me angry, you were my best friend and you left

I put up with some horrible things, you made me so depressed

Sometimes I sit here and wonder if I’ve ever crossed your mind

I know that will never happen because you’re really not that kind

Saying goodbye is one of the hardest things that I could ever do

But I know deep in my heart you’re not worth it, it's now time to forget you

All the times you lied to me; you never had my back

After everything I did for you; in the end you still chose jack