I hope you think of me

I hope you think of me when your eyes are filled by tears,
I hope you think of me when you face your biggest fears, 
I hope I stick in your mind through out all the years,
And I hope you want me when you have no one left to hear.

I hope you think of me at all hours of the night,
I hope you think of me when you lose touch of sight,
I hope you know that I was willing to fight,
For you right here not in another life.

Instead you casted me away out to sea,
Instead you wanted to see who you could be,
You became a man that was willing to leave,
All because you didn’t want to share your love with me.

I hope you think of me when you hold her close,
I hope you think of me when she leaves you all alone,
And especially when she won’t pick up her phone,
Because instead she decided to take another man home.

I hope you think of me when you’re old and near the end,
I hope you think of me when your broken heart will not mend,
You rejected me when I was willing to defend,
You as a partner instead of just a friend.

You felt the need to squash me just like a bug,
And you chose a more reliable drug,
You will never find yourself unstuck,
Why, because you have now ran out of luck.

I hope you think of me when I think of you,
I hope you think of me when it’s another you pursue,
And now I’m stuck waiting on a cue,
To see if you ever will break on through.

No matter how much hate I try to place,
You are still a home where I’d like to stay,
But you are unmoldable the opposite of clay,
And you won’t let a girl like me get in your lane.

No matter how hard I’m willing to try,
You still take my love and push it aside,
If and when I would of been down for the ride,
But instead you choose to run and hide.

And now all this hurt is what remains,
And now my heart feels so much pain,
My tears fall rapidly just like the rain,
Because of you I’m shackled up by a heavy chain.

You make my life feel as though it is wrong,
I hear your name in ever single love song,
Even when I’m trying hard to just move on,
For some reason the thought of you always comes along.

I need help to forget you in my life,
I need to turn my love into something right,
Instead of darkness I need a little light,
And my self love needs to take flight.

I will think of you and never turn my back,
And will never feel like I’m under attack,
I will no longer question what it is that I lack,
And see this an an opening to get my life on track.