I Just Want You Happy

I actually fucking care about you
I care if your happy or distressed
I only want what's best
For you
I try to put away what I would like to do
Just to make sure I prove
What it is that you need to see
What it is you need to be
Although that line sounds selfish
It simply means I want you to be able to breathe
Breathe on your own 
Without having to be alone
Wondering where anything social may come from
If it's just the hum 
That you need to keep you in your sanity
I that's what it takes to make you happy
I feel like you don't understand
It's not that I'm trying to demand
A thing
Whatever it is that life may bring
I want you to stand tall
Understand that there will always be a wall
Trying to block you from your dreams 
And no matter how hard you seem 
To stare at it to make is disappear
It will always find a way to be near
To your life
In a hopes that this poem just seems right 
I just hope one day you are alright
Because forget about how I feel
I just wanna know you can deal
Without a person by your side
When you're crying at night
Waking up from your night frights
Will this be something that haunts you?
Because no matter who I am drawn to
I know I can't help but be haunted by you
Please believe. 
I'm not trying to deceive 
Just let your mind retract
See the fact
That I'm not using you
I want you to be you
No matter what you choose to do
Happiness is the highest decree 
I just hope you're happy.