I loved he

I loved him but he never revealed that, he was in every part of my life. 

The one I lived for, you were the hand I held towards a world that I thought was filled with love and magic, 

but now I realise that the beautiful path I was walking on, is covered with thorns of darkness and pain.

You promised to remember you
and  I believed you when you said that, 

but didn't know what you was hiding behind those sweet bewitching words and I didn't see the web of lies you were spinning around my life.

I'll always be right beside you and never leave you alone these were the words you whispered in my ear, I thought those words were for me but I know you said the same to her has she smiled and said that you were cute.

I'll live in your heart, I'll be on your mind and thought that's what you  carved on that necklace which I wore around my neck.

I never thought that the necklace that you made of me was actually for her.

Sometime I close my eyes and it feels like all those memories of your betrayal flash in front of my eyes,

I ask myself was I the reason for your betrayal and now time runs like sand through my palm.