I rather not

  ?I'll tell you' 
to say it all,...
but knowing you
I rather not.
you used to matter" So much!..
now..
sitting next to rather, From so much!..
I won't live to lie,
And i wont die for no lie.
I'll rather speak with any other part of me
 than to seak to speak to you. 
why did you take'
if you knew youll win
what good taste"
comes out of cheating yourself"
yes! You'll win a moment!.? But it dont change the fact that its a lie.
And that  still you will die"
and all that cost you was my life"
I'm shy to say,
I know your life."
all of you"
and all that of you"
also one day will die"
a lot of it also like me
you won't get to see"
it say goodbye"
but I don't expect in affect
to step in" 
in order for such thing" 
a conversation would have to take place
and knowing you"
I rather not"
I see how nasty and ugly"
never sit in the front 
but it's smart"
and knows
it's louder than clean and pretty"h
And accomplishes"
Trew silence simply
So Whatever you want from me... 
Knowing you
I rather not.

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