I still love

                        You ask me to forgive you but I forgave along time ago. I dont hate you and even though I know the answers...& I still continue to love you. The word hate is too strong to say, but so is love...but t Why is it easier to to tell you knowing it'll hurt more? I never left you for anyone else..I'm sorry too.
I thought that I could do it but Its hard to act so cold to someone like you. I told myself that I was strong enough this time but I got lost in emotion. I don't want to feel anymore and I dont know if I want to write again. I'm glad you're doing better and I'm glad you find comfort in other people because I?-dont. No, it's not your fault. 

                       It's okay if you dont feel the same anymore. I wont beg or convince you again I promise. I'm not going to go sleep with someone else to forget about you, no I wont waste people's time and go on dates when it wont mean a thing. I dont want to go to the butterfly exhibit anymore please ask her.
              
                        You said you read all my poems..but I dont expect this one to change a thing. I wont expect much anymore..I promise. And I?- I dont feel like writing.......................... anymore. You ask me to forgive you but I forgave along time ago. I dont hate you and even though I know the answers.. & I still continue to  love you. 

I dont know why...but I do.
Love, Hely.