I still wish you would call

And it’s been almost a year 
But I still dream 
About what it would have been like 
If you had wanted me 
But I’m here all alone
and your off on your own 
one of us is okay
while the other is here sitting a room filled with broken dreams
and not a single thing I’ve said has changed your mind
I guess maybe loving was the worst waste of time I’ll do tonight 
Yet somehow I can’t chase the thought of you 
You haunt me endlessly 
And it’s strange how the thought of you stuck around longer then you and me survived 
You’re in the leaves and my dreams 
And all my broken things 
Every holiday in the fall 
When I dance and I laugh 
When I’m crying all alone 
And it’s strange to think
you never think of me at all 
And I know this because I know if you did you would call 
I know you well enough to know
If you loved me at all 
I wouldn’t be waiting around 
You would have already called
and a part bigger then I’d like to admit still looks to my phone when it rings and wishes it was you calling
because even after almost a year, I’m still here waiting for your call.