I wish for my wish

I wish I didn't fit into the four sided box that has become my life 
 Where Im attached to the misshaped definition of the right way to be 

I wish I could live in the right now, 
 not knowing what Is expected of me
No longer having to follow a predestined plan,
Freed from unrealistic exceptions 
No longer fulfilling dreams that were never mine 
I wish I could be blemished by my own wrong actions 

Filled by the comfort of not surpassing a barrier no one expected me to break 

But instead I'm pushed to attain an unflawed state of being 
Where togetherness is not optional and being exceptional in every aspect is the bare minimal