Poem -

If I Could See You

If I could see you in my dreams
I'd tell you how it is
I'd tell you how it was
I'd tell you how it was supposed to be 
But that'll never happen 
Because before I get to see you 
I wake up and have to face reality 
The reality of you leaving me
The reality of never seeing you again 
I wasn't ready for you to leave
But I got the news and I refused to believe 
I needed you to stay 
But God needed you home
So he came and took you away
Now I sit here all alone 
When I miss you, I can't just pick up the phone 
I'd do anything just to hear your voice 
But God took you and I don't feel it was by choice 
When I want to see your face
I go through the pictures in my memories
I close my eyes and I'm taken to a place
Where time and everything is frozen in space 
My memories are what keep me going
My memories no one can take from me
The answer why God took you home
Is an answer that'll never be known 
I just wanted to let you know 
I think of you when it's raining
I think of you when the suns shining
I'm sorry I wasn't there when you had to go
I'm sorry about the painful timing 
I'll always remember you though
You're my family and that's how it goes 
The amount of mourning no one knows
I still need you to this day
But there's nothing more I can say
Yeah my life's been torn apart
But you'll forever stay in my heart
I know we'll be together again someday soon
And when that happens 
We'll pick up where we left off
As we both sit up on the moon

 

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Gwendoline

I thought I would go back in time and read your first poem. I am so glad I did. This resonates with me. Such a sad heavy hearted write. But you hold within it the faith you will one day reunite. The last two lines are beautiful 

Gwen :)

 

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Stephanie A. Ludwig

Wow. Thank you so much! I am honored that you took the time to go back to the beginning!! I'm very grateful that you read this poem as it's an important one to me. And thank you for the comment on the last two lines. I'm speechless honestly.

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