If Only She New

Right now i got all these emotions running through my head.
That keeps me awake at night.
Sitting up in my bed.
I guess they were all lies that she said.
She told me that she care. 
I guess that was a lie too.
Now shes acting like someone i never new.
we always treated her right.
We never treated her bad.
Now all she does is make me feel sad.
Now shes off with some abusive lad.
You would think that she new.
That it would be easier to tell the truth.
But now we know shes lieing because she has no proof.
I thought she loved me but now i see.
She would rather be with an abusive boyfriend times 3.
She told me that she didn't lie.
But all i could do is sigh.
Because she told me that before.
If only she new.
That it was my heart she tore.
I just wish she new
How bad she made my heart sore.
Then maybe she would't make me blue.
Now shes got me saying in my head.
Oh lord, if only she new.