IF ..ONLY !?X

MY HEAD IS SO OVER LOADED
TO MANY PEOPLE IN IT..WHO HAVE GOADED!
MY NERVES ARE FRAYED!
MY FAITH,S BEEN SLAYED!
AT MY WIT,S END
CAN NO LONGER PRETEND!
MY STOMACH IS IN A KNOT!
SO SICK OF ALL MY LOT!
I SEEM TO BE SOMONE!
THAT EVERYONE HAS FORGOT!
I KEEP IT ALL QUIET.HIDDEN DEEP INSIDE!
MY THOUGHTS & FEELING,S
WHICH COULD CAUSE A BLOODY RIOT!
ARE HARDER & HARDER TO HIDE!
HANGING ON. TO A SHRED OF PRIDE!
ALL FUCKED UP. BECAUSE OF
A LYING..FUCKING LOT !
IM LOOSING IT .ON THE QUIET!
COS OF EVERYONE.WHO HAS LIED!
CANT ESCAPE..AS IF I,M TIED!
& LIKE A FOOL ,I,VE HIT A WALL!
& I,M SICK & BLOODY TIRED!
IT DOESN,T PAY TO BE NICE!
WHEN I,M THE ONE WHO
IS PAYING THE PRICE!
I AM SO VERY LONELY!
CANT LIVE ON......IF ONLY !?
WHEN PEOPLE TALK!
A LOAD OF OLE BALONEY!?X
& THEY SHOW THEIRSELVES!
AS..JUST ANOTHER PHONEY??

Tracy Timothy xx