If thoughts were real life would be a scary place

I need some medication
I need to take away the pain
I need to numb the stinging
The constant ringing in my brain
The endless rush of uneasy thoughts, fighting me at every stance.
For control over my motor skills
My words
My rhymes
My skin my thighs
You think it's easy dealing with all these words at one time?
So much is going on in my head I wanna tear out my damn eyes