In sight

Whenever my other half is snoring
that's when I know he's sleeping.
  It is at this time my eyes start 
leaking,
  I'm so upset and angry at myself for 
the things I've done,
  This anger started back when I stopped fighting for my son,
 There's just so much that cannot be 
undone. 
   I've let my life spiral out of control for far to long,
 The way I dreamt my life to be has went all wrong,
  To much time has been wasted being weak and not strong.
 For me and for my baby girl it's time to do this here life right,
  No more holding back and losing this addict fight,
  A good future of raising my daughter is all that is in my sight.