It lies within

 I Lie awake it lies within.I am decisive my soul once cared.
Holding on to what fighting this fright. 
I lie awake knowing I can’t take this sight.
All Darkness, where is the light, after tonight, I have this feeling is it right. Will you Lie awake and miss me or will you forget me, and try to erase the memories’s.
You thought you could hurt me, You thought you couldn't trust me I strive to live to tell my tale in how I failed
I am letting go shutting the world out
You don’t know how it feels to have something you’re living a lie living without leaving it to a good bye
I am waiting on something to change fate
But there’s no escape from this it’s my life you left me when I needed you now you will never see the real me!