It's a Trap

It's a trap it's like I'm running laps. I'm done this isn't fun. How dare you judge me, how dare you sit and stare. You will never know who I am, for this image you made of me makes me mad but I don't give a damn. I don't think you're even a human anymore, nothing but a slammed door. You never even paid attention to what I've completed, making me think in life I am defeated. I just want to be heard, the fact I got lost in a crowd is absurd. Listen to me all I can do is sit here and scream. I'm locked in a box trapped like a fox. You tied me down, I subdued without a sound. I fear I'll end up where you are, locked in this box leaves a mental scar. I'm pushing these walls, violence is all I ever saw. It's a trap I tell you, I don't know what else I can do. I'm a prisoner to my mind, you were always one of a kind. It's a trap, to a gurney tying me down strap by strap. I'm scared and no one cared. Help me please, I'm nothing but a disease. It's a trap I scream, I hope you never go where I was; I hope you never know what I mean.