It's not me

I'm not the man I thought I was , allowed him in look what he caused .
A monster standing 6'2 , no limits to what this man would do .

No compassion , mindless ways , a beast for countless endless days ...

A deamon hid behind his eye ,void of tears his life a lie .

Created so I could survive , in bad company his ego set to thrive .

Mear glimpses of love along the way never to last never to stay ..

The lonely frightened child with in turned to madness , darkness , sin ..

Substance now his only friend he lost his mind went round the bend .

Brought crashing down on both his knees, brought deep into this hideous deasese. 

Threw kindness ,care he has begun to see there's so much more that makes me me .

The father , brother the willing son iv arrived and now my life's begun .

So good by old friend its time to go , it's time for little peter to let go , into the unknown so I can grow