" I,ve...Cracked up too !?"

" You have pushed me so far !
That there is no turning back !
Replacing your very own Mother
With a pipe stacked, with crack !
After 28 years of being you mum
It feels as tho. I have been sacked ?
I will no longer, Allow you to stab me in the back
& so disappointed ,That you prefer to smoke crack ?
& I cannot see, Any way back
As it is  having," Any kind of respect"
That you do so seriously lack...
You have told me so many lies 
That i have completely lost track ?
You would argue , That white is black!
& the way i feel right now
Is to give you a good whack ?
So. I,ll be the bigger person
& just turn my back 
As you line up yet another, Pipe of crack
With all your dodgy fellow users & drug pack
One more step & you,ll be on smack ?
Is that all the thanks i get ?
For a life-time of having your back ?
& for failing to instill in you , Any bloody tact
You need to clean up , Your filthy act 
As shit always happens in my life, That is a fact !
I need time to nurse the many wounds on my back
I hope you make it back on track ?
& into my life. Make your way back
But. Only when your , Clean from crack !!
As i have finally ...Cracked up too
This is my last hope of getting through ?
& our future relationship, Now all rides on you !?"

Tracy Timothy ( Mum ) xx