Let me give you a synopsis on Eden Joy

So i speak my mind 

and my real self is not hard to find 

I expect too much 

and I act on a hunch 

poetry is my DNA 

and my temper is a mission to keep at bay 

I love quite hard 

and truthfully 

i love to play the blackmail card

argumentative at best 

i just cannot put a matter to rest 

sensitive am I

a dreamer of the sky 

i often wonder what it would be like 

to crash a beehive 

my personality cannot be categorized

my ego ( often deflated) loves to be up-sized

complicated to love

difficult to handle

but once I am in your heart 

boy oh boy, you'd never want me to part!

I'm obsessed with the future

never really interested in the present   

but I'm sure you'd find my antics most pleasant

I talk like I get paid handsomely for words spoken 

I demand a celebration although i feel broken 

spontaneous, compulsive and relentless 

to many I seem brave and fearless 

but the softer side to me remains a mystery .

a holy grail

a monastery 

hurt me once 

I'll love you again

because I only grow and evolve through pain 

however you look at me 

you'll find there is more to me than what you see 

I am Eden...

the poet

the wife 

the child 

I am the crazy fire 

blazing and wild 

I mourn 

I sing 

I lose I win 

I explain myself to no one 

because in time of trials to no one do I run

my sense of humor is not yours to understand

nor is my juvenile character yours to reprimand 

I'm not tamed by your masters of unification

I walk alone 

and insults trickle off me like water from a stone

love me or hate me

I am exactly who I was meant to be!