Letter to My Ex
I think about you day and night
But I try to stay out of sightΒ
I try to forget you in I canΒ
Because you broke my heart and ran
But I canβt get rid of these feelings for you
Its like the longer we were apart the more they grew
I thought I was over you but I guess Iβm not
Its like these memories I hold youβve forgotΒ
Iβve tried to see different guysΒ
But my heart was whispering liesΒ
From you I canβt seem to move on
Even though our relationship is gone
I hate you for tearing me apart
But I love you because you still hold my heart
I canβt tell you how I feel inside
So from you I try to hideΒ
Because I know you donβt feel the same
And I donβt want to feel the shame
Of you telling me Iβm not your type and Iβm dead weight
But I guess this is my fate
Sometimes I cannot sleep
Because memories are thoughts too deep
First love comes with first heartbreakΒ
But around you a smile I will fake
You may think Iβm trying to make you feel bad
But Iβm just writing emotions of sad
A years gone by
But I still cry
These feelings just wonβt go awayΒ
Maybe you could be mine once again someday
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Comments
? Hauntingly beautiful
Thank you. Itβs been a year and I still miss him. Dated for almost two years. Our parents still hangout so we still see each other... awkward moment Iβll tell ya... but I still miss him...
It must make for some raw feelings
Yes... sometimes feelings I wish would just vanish...Β
Donβt do that then others wouldn't have your talents to savor you are so gifted with the pen
Thank you. I appreciate that. Have you checked out my other poems?Β
Will do thatΒ