Letting Go

Letting go was the hardest thing
I think I’ll ever have to go through 
Over the years my anger grew and grew
I eventually blew up 
I lost control of my words
I wanted them to be hurtful 
So that I could be understood 
So that I could be heard

My heart felt so heavy 
Fighting for something that wasn’t there
Begging you for love and attention 
Wanting you to care
I burned my own soul
I can’t count the times 
I’ve had so many tears 
Burning my eyes 

I wish you the best
For whatever chapter is next
Only in my story your part is over
And it’s so hard to say 
Maybe we will cross paths some day
For now all I say is farewell and goodbye
I gave up on you