lights out

i find myself drifting to that empty place

the one i visit where i cant see your face

alone and dark cold and stuck

so sick of this emptiness in my gut

turn back the clock

wish it was yesterday

sick and tired of living this way

we had it all

shit got tough

we needed more 

its never enough

light turned dark

happy got sad

together became alone

good became bad

i need surgery 

cut out the pain

stick a tube in my stomach

begin to let it drain

open the curtain 

let in the light

grab my hand

hold it tight

i reach out

nothings there

its pitch fucking black

nobody cares