Living Proof

       Living Proof...
There's a saying you shouldn't be ashamed of your past. Sure, If you have a reason to look back and laugh. Remember first boyfriend, first kiss, first date, nothing to be ashamed of, nothing to hate. Remembering high school proms and graduations.. but what if you had a hardknox education. When I look back on my past I scream. Nothing but nightmares that taunt my dreams. Very well do I remember my first date, as I was forced to kiss him before I was raped. No one heard my scream as I cried out loud. No cheer leaders, ball team, like your screams in a crowd. No diamond field or football turf unlike my date. As I lie naked on the ground covered by him and the dirt. Not from a tackle or sliding into first base. Not even playing the game because he scored as I was raped. Don't read the words & feel bad for me. I was prayed up and I was chosen you see. Someone had to do it and go thru it, He chose me. As you read the words from the past about me, don't feel bad it's my testimony. Its living proof that God is real. I had to go through this so others could be healed. You see God turn this tragedy around, when my rapist cocked the gun, no bullet just a sound.  Mind you I wrote this after this tragedy which means I'm alive, to testify and shine His light on how I survived.. God's plan was to allow me to live, so this testimony to you I must give is God's will. So if there's a tragedy or struggle youve  survived and gone through. Share your testimony, God is real and I'm living proof.